Surrender...

Today I surrender... I surrender to my emotions, to my fears and to my hopes... and most importantly I surrender to myself.

I had the most amazing conversation with the most beautiful person inside and out today. She said that I was strong. And I don't feel strong right now... I feel like a whiner... complaining about things that don't really matter, wanting things that are materialistic and mourning something that should mean so little in my life.

I can't even put my finger on the experience that our short conversation had but it is as if she looked into my soul... and I let her. She'll never know what a profound effect her words had on me.

And I will never be able to put into words my gratitude. Thank you, Amy.